Let it go

You didn’t realize
That things were piling up.
You didn’t see it coming,
The heartbreak,
The dark clouds looming
In the sky.

Now there are tears in your eyes
A weight on your shoulders
You can’t see the light
In the end of the story
You’re so afraid to fall

The old plan isn’t gonna work here…
So make a new one

Take this dead weight from you
And let it all go away
Let the wind take everything
That ever dragged you down

I know how it feels
My whole life I felt
Like I had to feel
A certain way

My whole life I carried this weight in me
My soul was chained

Now I let it all go
It was never for me to carry
It was never my fault
I have to let it go

Take these old wings of yours
And take flight
Don’t worry
Good things are coming
Just be free

Let yourself be taken by the wind…



I’m looking through the bus’ window

The traffic is frozen in time

I’m lost in thought while the people around me

Converse with one another

I’m listening to the sounds of my soul

The notes of my heart drum in my ears

Everything I am

Is still unknown to myself

I’m diving in trying to find any kind of light

I want to dress myself up in stars

And travel through the galaxies

Touching the sparkles

And they won’t burn me.


what are the weapons

that i have in my hands

how can i throw these

knifes made of steel to defend

from this big monster and

i ask myself if it’s worth it

to fight in an endless battle

an ancient word of time

i guess i never should’ve really


my hands

are bleeding.

my fingers twitch
in spasms
they make the
red drops
fall again
i failed again
at the ultimate
live by your words
they said
don’t let emotion
control you
they said
and now look what i’ve done
all is done
fear overcame
despair guided my steps
and i lost my way
it’s so fucking easy to say
to give advice
but to actually take it…