i wanna see you today

falling leaves on my window
the sun is shining again
the night was dark but now
i can finally say it’s gone

an attempt at being normal
made me discover you
and after taking the chance
i don’t care what we’ll go through

i’m scared shitless of what’s coming
of screwing everything up
i’m scared of getting hurt
you know the fears of my heart

the dark night existed and it haunts
even in the sun there’s a shade
but as long as you’re with me
everything else seems to fade

so i wanna see you today
i wanna kiss you everyday
i’m not running away
’cause you make me want to stay.

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Don’t worry

Instead of reassuring yourself that nothing will happen, have the mindset that “whatever happens, I’ll be fine”.

Even if you worry that bad things are coming, create a mechanism to guarantee that you’ll be okay, like figuring out which friends are really supportive and which aren’t, knowing that you can reach out to your family, or just trusting fate. Face the challenges with a serene heart and the knowledge that time can heal anything, so just wait and hope. And be fine.

This is the true strength.

happy

after everything
standing in the light
but for the first time
i am not alone
yes i am scared
yes i am cold
and the dark
is not gone
i can feel it
under my skin
but in your eyes
so deep
so sweet
i can be free
i can be me
in your arms
i am safe
and there is
nothing to
fear anymore.