i spent so long in the dark
and now that i am out again
the sun blinds my skin
and i wonder how can i
gather all these pieces
how do i fix
all this mess i’ve left behind
but the blue screams so loudly
inside my heart
screeching “you have to rise”
and it’s overwhelming
and the sun burns my eyes
and my strength has left me
oh brightness
how you hurt me
but
please don’t leave me