feeling like

i wasn’t good enough

i wasn’t able

to hear anything at all

my fingers

clenched themselves

in front of the

problems on the shelf

i couldn’t align

anything anymore

when i started

floating away

and the sky above me

turned to gray

i didn’t let you

finish your sentence

i just wanted to find

a way to end this

but giving up

never crossed your mind

and with these

strong arms of yours

you held me

and looked me

in the eyes.

 

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Hunch

There is something wrong.
I don’t know exactly what.
There is a heaviness in my tongue,
Something lurking in the dark.

The exhaustion in my bones
Make me think I can’t even stand.
Right now I can’t be strong,
I can’t really think of any plan.

The days go on through me,
Unknown people in the crowd,
That I can’t notice for the life of me.
No one makes me turn around.

I’m trying so hard just to stay awake…
The clouds surround me in my mind…
My swimming vision is what I can’t take
But I can clearly see something is not right.